I just… I knew Arima must have put Kaneki through some terrible shit.. but actually literally torturing him… after all the torture he had already gone through….
Do I wish Kaneki would die cause there is no saving that butchered mentality…
I’ve been asked myself a lot during :re if it would be better for Kaneki to die or not, because realistically speaking I think he’s too mentally cracked for it to be reversible. At this point Kaneki is just being alive tortured by his memories and mental illnesses.
Maybe putting him out of his misery is the best thing for him? Then again that’s what he’s trying to do.
✿Lonely bones can’t sleep at nights. Singing insects keep calling them, calling them. And the old have no tears. When they sob, autumn weeps dewdrops.
Memories crowding thickening sorrow. Demons and gods fill my frail ears, so blurred and faint I can’t tell them apart. Year-end leaves, dry rain falling, scatter. Though my bitter chant still makes a poem, I’m withering white autumn
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A play on words, inspired by the mistranslation of
白秋 , and Meng Chiao’s poem “Autumn Thoughts“. I found the poem it very fitting ;;