randomthoughtpatterns:

For Akira’s birthday this year Ishida wrote a poem again. It’s… about as angsty as his other ones.

The song it’s accompanying is “Movie” by

österreich. Please click on the link to listen.

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I shared myself
With you, that’s why
If you were to go away
I’ll hurt        like something’s been torn off in me
I’ll be bereft

Where has the time we shared go, I wonder

The dust that looks like peach fuzz
Reflecting light,
It’s slowly falling

Will it gather in a place that I don’t know, I wonder

Are you also

There, I wonder

Hairpin, hair ornament, fragrant oil,
When did I throw away
All these forgotten things?

The reason why is lost

Even if I didn’t understand what is the right thing
You, certainly, were always right

I’d always make mistakes, and let you make them, too

“I didn’t amount to anything, did I”
“I didn’t help anyone”

If you wish for me to not go anywhere

I won’t go anywhere
Because I have no legs, no head
I won’t go anywhere
I won’t go